thoughts

thoughts and story ideas i have while at work...as you know, my job ended. everyone was upset. 'what will we do? where will we go?" well, temp jobs are just that...temp! por...rare..E!! temporary!! my belly fat is annoying me i am so pissed. i worked out so hard to lose weight and now, eating sweets, carbs...nothing healthy... i mean, at least at the job we did alot of walking. walking is GOOD! of course, i am stuck in this HOUSE so i do not have much options, as far as exercising. 

thoughts and story ideas i have while at work...as you know, my job ended. everyone was upset. 'what will we do? where will we go?" well, temp jobs are just that...temp! por...rare..E!! temporary!! my belly fat is annoying me i am so pissed. i worked out so hard to lose weight and now, eating sweets, carbs...nothing healthy... i mean, at least at the job we did alot of walking. walking is GOOD! of course, i am stuck in this HOUSE so i do not have much options, as far as exercising. oh ok i got distracted. hmm....so i think about story ideas. 50 shades of grey, move over. i was thinking about some story ideas..one, is there a club where you can watch people have sex? like, real people doing it? like if you get first row tickets to the game, or a boxing match, what if you get first row tickets to a real couple sexin? like, you have to pay for tickets of course, so anyone can opt to be the entertainment too, but it wouldn't be like, porn sex or like a stripper show, i dont know!? i get bored when i am at work and i think about these things...i also thought about pantyhose bondage....like, a book called, "The Suicide Games' (sort of like the hunger games') someone can choose to get wrapped up in pantyhose and hung upside down...so that they are like, hogtied...i guess, their hands and feet are connected and they are wrapped in pantyhose and their senses are cut off, eyes covered, nose, only a breathing tube to breathe and they are left to just hang there for a few hours. could you imagine? lets say 2 hours...your just hanging, dangling...they will pay you alot of money but panic will set, fight or flight, all senses stopped. another game is tying someone up with another person on their back, so both tied up, senses cut off...but one will have their throat sliced. its a russian roulette sort of game, with the knowledge of getting payed mad cash if survive. also, its an elite club where one has to do this in order to move ahead and live the lush and kush life...lush, kush, and keep hush!

what else did i want to say??? i cant think. this cat beauty snores and its ANNOYING!
 how am i going to sleep!??? i totally forget now............ok its not publishing now!??

aww i yelled at beauty and she is leaving now :( im sorry